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Shake it off

There is no picture with this post. I cannot show you what I see inside. I have been busy doing stuff today. I built my desk and tidied our room. It looks much bigger now. I got organised about where … Continue reading

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When people don’t listen

This is a picture of brownies my littles made. Something nice for them to do while we try to handle the chaos inside. Because it is chaos. 3/4 of my active parts are integrating. That is roughly 90 parts. Which … Continue reading

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tdy

I am surrounded by littles today. Little voices saying all kinds of things. “I want my giraffe.” “We watch tv now” “I don’t want to get up” It makes me smile. I was feeling kinda sad about how lonely it … Continue reading

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integrations

there are integrations afoot. so we are tired and not all together

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beginning again

the cycle has begun again. New memories from our littles. inside adults sigh. why is there always more. we have filled a whole book with drawings already. Begun the second book. we helped our littles make a little doll. they … Continue reading

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Anxiety

Now I feel the anxiety. Things have shifted and changed inside. There are new parts active. A whole new sub system. I can feel their anxiety. It is not the wave it once was. Anxiety. It doesn’t wash over me … Continue reading

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house made of straw and other things

in this pic is a house made of some kind of straw or plant or something. what it’s made of isn’t really important. the fact that someone took the time to craft it into being is what I am looking … Continue reading

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