Tag Archives: feelings

peeling me off the floor

i want to say that i woke up when my alarm went off and i got into my car and drove into the rain. but i didn’t my alarm went off and i received a txt from confirmed friend, who … Continue reading

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gyno n stuff

image credit: google so i have been to the gyno. we have been to the gyno. what an experience. she is well versed in making sure the client feels safe and trusts her. the problem was. the male parts came … Continue reading

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breaking old habits

image credit: me i have just, hopefully, processed the last of the grief from changing therapists. we had a good cry after reading our last email to her. sat around the fire pit inside and remembered our favourite moments with … Continue reading

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finding my way out of the pit

it has been a rough week. we have been through a massive memory recovery and a giant pit of depression. my couch got a lot of use and so did my new velvety blanket. i have gotten past the shame … Continue reading

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feelings . . .

today the feelings started. those intense, deep, feelings that drag me down like rocks into the ocean. not the nice fluffy feelings that help me to remember that the world is still beautiful. the feelings connected to the abuse memories. … Continue reading

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