Tag Archives: defence systems

emptying the box

here i am again. lots of voices inside all trying to talk at the same time. so i have made the executive decision to let multiple parts post together. we’ll just see how that goes. could be a mess. could … Continue reading

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unexpected awesomness

sorry no picture of a dragon…. i am not quite sure but i think this is a positive thing. i have come into contact with some more parts inside. my system is very secretive, even from me. so i was … Continue reading

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rapid switching

i wanted to write about rapid switching. it happens to my internal system when we get stressed. i guess we can’t figure out who is better suited to handle the situation. or maybe everyone thinks they should have a go? … Continue reading

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when your world turns on its head

i realize i may have been a bit naive. it seemed to me that i had discovered how my internal system works. what was left was to deal with the aftermath of the abuse and life in general.  that seems to … Continue reading

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shut down

it has been incredibly difficult to write lately. mostly because the system has been triggered and in various stages of “shut down”. i believe this is different for all systems. but some basic elements remain the same. for my system … Continue reading

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internal defence system

i decided today to talk about my internal defence system. as with any defence system it has its own alarm. its own perception of what is dangerous and what is not. and procedures to follow when any situation becomes too … Continue reading

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