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Push

That familiar moment when the stars align and the world conspires against you in every possible way. Just when you think you have had enough a few more things pile on top of you. The light at the end of … Continue reading

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French toast

I have decided to use this picture of a stack of French toast. It’s the last time my, now mostly moved out, housemates and I were not in a toxic situation that leaves me in my room avoiding them. I … Continue reading

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phew

So things have finally calmed down. We don’t normally let littles write posts here. We don’t want to silence them, this has just been a space for adults. I guess they needed some connection. We have a place for them … Continue reading

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Light

So this post is a big sigh of relief. Finally. The real estate came today to see about the door. And everything got sorted out. Both housemates will be leaving and the real estate are willing to allow me to … Continue reading

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Trying

As I thought earlier, nothing comes without strings. Instead of talking I now get txt from said housemates. Txt that inform me that they will be paying less rent and want to stay for the next rental month. When I … Continue reading

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possible smiley face

Today’s update has some hope. Cautious, knowing not to trust anyone kind of hope. The kind of hope that knows better than to believe people. That feels like there is light at the end of the tunnel but has seen … Continue reading

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sad face

so things aren’t getting much better over here. I asked my housemates to leave. They said no. I told the real estate one of them wasn’t on the lease. They asked her to apply and are happy to put her … Continue reading

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