Category Archives: feelings

sad face

so things aren’t getting much better over here. I asked my housemates to leave. They said no. I told the real estate one of them wasn’t on the lease. They asked her to apply and are happy to put her … Continue reading

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Stretched to breaking point

This is how I feel right now. Like the bubble in the lava lamp in the picture. Stretched and about to split in two. Things at home have become almost unbearable. My two housemates have decided that they want to … Continue reading

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When people don’t listen

This is a picture of brownies my littles made. Something nice for them to do while we try to handle the chaos inside. Because it is chaos. 3/4 of my active parts are integrating. That is roughly 90 parts. Which … Continue reading

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better

Things are shifting inside again. that familiar feeling that happens when parts finish integrating. A feeling of normal I guess. We begin to function better as a team. I have been very unsettled and afraid during this process. The process … Continue reading

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falling on my face

This picture of my hand is to remind me that it’s my hand. Last night someone else was using my hand to drink alcohol. While I thought I was sleeping. Not impressed. So this is my hand. Regardless of who … Continue reading

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new littles

I love this picture of a Mia cat. They are so little and cute. I just want to hug them and stroke their soft fur like a cat. We have new littles. It has been a while since a little … Continue reading

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beginning again

the cycle has begun again. New memories from our littles. inside adults sigh. why is there always more. we have filled a whole book with drawings already. Begun the second book. we helped our littles make a little doll. they … Continue reading

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