Category Archives: feelings

Tiny ninja of positivity

Today I am very reflective. I have decided to share something that makes me smile. In previous years I have had some bad dealings with people. It has had an effect on how cautious I am towards them and others … Continue reading

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Aftermath

We write this post with a little sadness. As a person who dissociates I know that there are a lot of things I/we don’t know about. Other internal parts have been living their own lives prior to co consciousness. Yesterday … Continue reading

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Post integration tangles

As I write this my internal blocker is holding back my name. Since the integrations began is had been a game of guess who inside. I believe the integrations have completed. Partly because everything seems to have calmed down. Partly … Continue reading

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change

So our big news is that we have begun to find ourselves on the other side of integrations. Most of our adult parts are still integrating inside. All of our little parts have aged, all at once. in conclusion, our … Continue reading

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Light

So this post is a big sigh of relief. Finally. The real estate came today to see about the door. And everything got sorted out. Both housemates will be leaving and the real estate are willing to allow me to … Continue reading

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Trying

As I thought earlier, nothing comes without strings. Instead of talking I now get txt from said housemates. Txt that inform me that they will be paying less rent and want to stay for the next rental month. When I … Continue reading

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possible smiley face

Today’s update has some hope. Cautious, knowing not to trust anyone kind of hope. The kind of hope that knows better than to believe people. That feels like there is light at the end of the tunnel but has seen … Continue reading

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