Author Archives: feral55

Who am I 

Usually I know the answer to this question  I recently ended a relationship with a narcissist who, to me in hindsight, is a survivor of child abuse and clearly on the dissociative spectrum (not yet self aware) If I had … Continue reading

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How to move on as an us

its the first time that I have had to go through a break up as a person with conscious DID. It’s harder and easier. I have the support of other parts to calm those parts who are upset. I have … Continue reading

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Broken hearted us

i have held back from being in the dating/relationship area for a while. I went into this experience with the best of intentions. I came out of it broken and aware that I needed to do more work on us.  … Continue reading

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Life in the super fast lane

So once again life is hitting me at full force. No surprises there.  F was driving our therapy sessions. So when G briefly came out of retirement we spoke to her about this. And Littles had hugs of course.  Now … Continue reading

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Questions

now I have the questions What do you do when you have many parts internally but one of them may be attracted to a male? When the majority of your parts are attracted to females. When this male Is a … Continue reading

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Limits

   We had therapy the other day. Our G is retiring soon. We have been seeing her for 4 years. The last year in conjunction with F. Littles feel sad, because they are little. As a result of this change … Continue reading

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Maybe this time….

here we are again, on therapy day. No deep probing release of memories. Just a check in. Still, there is unsettledness. Last night there was sleeplessness. It makes me wonder if those reactions are just about the anxiety of going … Continue reading

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