sad face

so things aren’t getting much better over here. I asked my housemates to leave. They said no. I told the real estate one of them wasn’t on the lease. They asked her to apply and are happy to put her on the lease if she clears the application process. I looked at moving out. Work is quiet in winter so I doubt I could pass the application process for another place right now. Plus i would have to borrow money. Also it took forever to move last time because the majority of the house stuff like couch, washing machine and freezer/fridge belong to me. So I live with two people who can afford to move out. Can pass the application process to live somewhere else. They don’t want to live with me. But they won’t move out. The only reason I can think of for this is that they just want to stay to torture me. To make my life difficult. Which triggers all kinds of things for my littles. I get flooded by feelings of despair and deep sadness. We all feel betrayed and trapped. not sure how to move forward or what we will do. The real estate said that they don’t involve themselves in this kind of stuff unless someone’s safety is at risk. so that is where things are for us right now. Hope it gets better.

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6 Responses to sad face

  1. Out of the Ashes says:

    That’s terrible. I hope it gets better too.
    Ash and Co.

  2. kat says:

    ugh. how awful for yous. maybe you could make them want to move out? to just hate being there? i dont know, but i wish you good luck.

  3. Bourbon says:

    That is awful 😦 I know what it is like to live somewhere you are not completely comfortable and it is really really difficult. (((hugs))) xx

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