Shake it off

There is no picture with this post. I cannot show you what I see inside. I have been busy doing stuff today. I built my desk and tidied our room. It looks much bigger now. I got organised about where to go for information about finding a new job. I let go of the anger and frustration I feel from being jerked around by my main employers pay person again. We will survive. It is time to move on.

So I have a clean bedroom and a plan for the future. Sounds good right. I spent a couple of hours giggling to myself today. Making comments I would usually hear from other parts inside. Putting on their accents. Made me smile. I know it take a long time to integrate. I just miss them. When you are used to having other parts around to talk to, input opinions and suggestions, it gets kinda lonely. I don’t want to harp on. I just never occurred to me that this would be where I am.

As a whole person we are making great strides forward. The process is simply not as I expected it to be. David is off integrating now. It will be interesting to see what he is like when he gets back. Last time he came back with feelings. Which was hilarious. I wonder what they will all be like when they get back. Who will come back. Who will be integrated. I guess I am learning more patience.

Insert eye roll and sarcastic retort here.


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2 Responses to Shake it off

  1. Bourbon says:

    Making such progress! xx

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