better

Things are shifting inside again. that familiar feeling that happens when parts finish integrating. A feeling of normal I guess. We begin to function better as a team.

I have been very unsettled and afraid during this process. The process is not over. The fear has subsided though. With 3/4 of my active sub system integrating into each other, we have managed to stay afloat. Without too much collateral damage.

I guess the next step once the integrations are complete will be to establish communications with the new active sub system and begin to merge. So that once again we are all working as a team and there is no lost time. No parts working on their own. Everyone safe and working together.

My littles are still very active. Something big was revealed to us last night. We will post about that later this week after we have seen G.

I think things are ok.

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