falling on my face

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This picture of my hand is to remind me that it’s my hand. Last night someone else was using my hand to drink alcohol. While I thought I was sleeping. Not impressed.

So this is my hand. Regardless of who is in the body, we are responsible for what it does. I wish this new sub system would hurry up and become co conscious with the rest of us. I know I’m impatient. I just want to not wake up hung over and not remember being drunk. We did yoga and ate veggies. We have moved beyond the blind numbing stage. We sit with feelings. Deal with our issues. Live in our society. I don’t want to go backwards.

Breathe

Note to selves. We are here to help you. You don’t have to do this.

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2 Responses to falling on my face

  1. Out of the Ashes says:

    Thinking of you and very glad to see you posting more regularly again. I always learn something when I read here. Thank you for that. And for the giraffe. I think I should live at the zoo actually. I believe I’d fit in well.

    Love,
    Ash

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