Monthly Archives: December 2012

Perspective

Things always seem different in the morning. We feel more together. More aware. More alert. I think more parts have migrated to our active sub system. We had a period of lost time a week or so back. When we … Continue reading

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Voices

I can hear my voice. What I mean is I can hear my voice come out of the body. I can hear the difference now between me and the other parts when we talk. This is something new for us. … Continue reading

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Normal? How scary…

Been trying to write here everyday. Today we slept. Gathered food for wrk for the next week. Managed to make it healthy food. Put the bin out. Maybe this is why therapy continues after integration. Because normal is so horribly … Continue reading

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Normal

I woke up today and felt normal. It has been a very long time since I felt normal. My littles drew yesterday. I think that is what has tipped the balance. Inside feels balanced again. This is a good feeling.

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The legacy of abuse

Things are coming up I received a Christmas present from the parentals They asked me what I wanted so I told them It’s just odd to me that they bought the most expensive one Then the questions came What do … Continue reading

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Talking littles

Today my littles started to draw again. The drawings are of horrific abuse. Most of the things my littles draw are. But that is ok. They have not drawn since the end of October. So we are all glad that … Continue reading

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Giraffes playing drums

Ok I’m adding this one of the giraffes playing my drum kit. Once again we have been through a shut down of most of the two active sub systems that make up our current active system. Not including littles who … Continue reading

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