Under construction

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hey everyone.
Once again we have been away for a while.
This picture of two cranes during a sunset is where I think we are in life.

Things kinda fell apart for a bit. We lost some time. Our schedule of yoga, shiatsu and therapy lapsed. Causing the lost time.
But things are back on track now. Or at least I hope they are.

My therapy has uncovered a lot of stuff I didn’t know was there. Of course this had fallout internally. I believe we are in the acceptance stage of the severity of our abuse history. We are also in acceptance of the magnitude of our fragmentation.

I feel I can be honest and say internally there are 700 parts. That didn’t hurt as much as I thought it would. The fragmentation is caused by the ritual abuse we have survived. There are many sub systems. Only one is active at a time. Which is good I guess. This feels like a recap.

We have regrouped and are ready to face the world again.

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1 Response to Under construction

  1. Out of the Ashes says:

    Good to hear from you. You are never far from my thoughts.

    With love,
    Ash

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