Monthly Archives: July 2012

my body does not lie

image credit google i have been holding inside so many things.  yet again yesterday something threatened to bring my world crashing down.  sometimes the truth is harder to hear than a lie. i wish my world would just lie to … Continue reading

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i’m it? what? tag!

a while back brandic32 tagged us. i am just now finding this. raises eyebrow at internal system… i like to do these things. i think they are fun. its time for fun. 🙂 Rules – You must post the rules (check!) … Continue reading

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the circus is in town

image credit: google Ladies and Gentlemen! come one come all! its that time again……. time for feelings!!!! is what i would say if i wasn’t still curled in a ball on my couch. i have ideas. i have the will … Continue reading

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host part(s)?

i have a sore point. we talked internally and agreed i could write about it here and ask for other peoples opinions. the concept of “host part(s)”. my internal system doesn’t have any. i’ve looked. spent hours reading stuff about … Continue reading

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peeling me off the floor

i want to say that i woke up when my alarm went off and i got into my car and drove into the rain. but i didn’t my alarm went off and i received a txt from confirmed friend, who … Continue reading

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iphone vs laptop. also carventures.

    today i set an alarm and got out of bed. small victories. i went to shiatsu.  i drove through peak hour traffic to get home. normally this would drive some of us insane. but not so much today. … Continue reading

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Getting off the couch

This post has been inspired by Bourbon. I read her blog Bourbon is valiantly trying to kick herself up the ass. I know that came out wrong but just read a little more. She has inspired some of us … Continue reading

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I came across this photo in my old camera. It’s of a cat curled around a rose bush. It probably hurts a little bit to be curled around a rose bush. The cat stays anyway. It has made the best … Continue reading

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pondering’s about internal systems

    hello. i have decided to write. as we allow more things from inside to be known to feral, we agreed to be able to write about them here. so i would like to talk about internal system structure. … Continue reading

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gyno n stuff

image credit: google so i have been to the gyno. we have been to the gyno. what an experience. she is well versed in making sure the client feels safe and trusts her. the problem was. the male parts came … Continue reading

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